Slice of life
Date: Fri, 10 Jan 2020 02:24:45 -0500
Last night after watching the prophetic insights, I was reminded of a
Christian Chrismas Party I organized for 10 male secular friends from
Concordia University at my sister-mother’s house around 15 years ago.
Then I felt thankfull for that sister (Michelle) who lodged me for a short
time at the time. At thanksgiving in november 2018, I was coveting 100 000
souls for Christ, as noted in the carbon copy of the message I sent her,
comparing my recipient to the Sulamite, black but lovely. I remember the
Lord saying to me not to worry if I don’t reach my goal, he’ll multiply on
the long-haul. After reading my vowing message, Michelle requested that I
do not enter in contact with her anymore. She works for Bell and has a
daughter, Sarah. At the time we both participated in Desert Stream/Living
Water ministry.
Then yesterday, rehersing for 3 hours in the subway (Cote des Neige Metro)
I made 18$ CAN and Michelle appeared to me, inviting me to write to her
again and not freak her out again with my request. Then I remembered
someone suggested I marry her, but that was because we attended the same
church known as Word of Life with Pastor Curtis Matoga. I know the
scriptures says it is better to marry than to burn, however I still have
familiar spirit to get rid of and I don’t quite see myself as fufilling
fully the Responsibilities of a Father- thus, marriage is something outside
my reach right now as I just joined a secular men’s fellowship in order to
get used being accountable sexually. However I thank Jesus Bautista, my
personal mentor, a Latino brother at CMFI, missionary community from
Douala, Africa, in Montreal, Quebec. While Pastor ospacky, from a Hutu or
Tutsi tribe came to visit me and discerned a Python spirit I don’t deny I
have. Do I have to let him high-jack me for 3 days at his house if I am
fine with my Latino Mentor ?
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